Here's one great advice for every person out there.
Pick one thing that scares you. Something that you usually don't dare to do or say.
Now imagine that you actually proceed with that thing. What good/bad can come out of it?
Now imagine that didn't do that thing. What good/bad can come out of that?
Which good is worth the most? Which bad thing is the worst of them?
Which one stings the most in a short period of time?
Which one stings less at a time, but over a longer period of time?
Choose wisely.

I picked the one that felt the most in short time.
The one that I only felt regret for about two days.
If I hadn't told her I would've felt regret for weeks, months, maybe years to come.
The result wasn't what I'd expected. Nor was it what I'd hoped for either.
It was actually somewhat in between.

I told her that my feelings had grown a lot. Not just some basic lust.
I thought of her before I fell asleep every night.
My heart skipped a beat every now and then.
I missed her, a lot. Even though we only met once.
I missed her company, her voice, hugging her, dancing, just talking.
I told her all that.

She answered me the first thing in the morning.
Yes, I did what I first said I wouldn't: I sent her a message. A long one, with enough details about my feelings.
She said that she was happy that I was honest about it, and that she was very flattered.
But also that she didn't know what she felt, that she really want to fall in love with someone, but she can't for whatever reason.
But she still wants to get together and do stuff.

I really hope we can stay friends for a long time at least. It's probably gonna be a rough time for my heart at first.
But I'll  manage. I love her, more than I would've imagined a couple of weeks ago.
But I wont be pushy. And I also promised her that I wont do anything stupid if I get jealous of somebody else in her company.
I know I can handle it. I have to handle it if I want this friendship to last.

Alas, I want it to be so much more.