Cold feet

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I'm just fucking hopeless. Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?
The woman I love, which btw has a boyfriend, invited me to dinner and I got cold feet?
I should probably just give up right here and now.
Sure, I've promised her to fix her computer too, which she also included to mention in her invitation, but still.
She thought of me when she planned to have a nice dinner for her brother tonight.
She didn't just ask me to come over and fix the computer during the day, no, she actually invited me to dinner at seven at her place.
She's obviously not hitting on me, she has no reason for that. She knows what I feel for her, though.
Well, at least she know the basics of it.
I told her that I liked her a lot, and later on I told her that I'm in love with here.
This was a couple of months ago.
She probably thought that it was a common crush. She told me "I know from experience that the feelings will just pass by."
Nope, my feelings are still with me, and they're stronger than ever.
I love her so much, but for some reason I'm scared as hell. I got cold feet and made up a stupid excuse.

Fuck......
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