Cool pool at school dot love

Had a great night yesterday.
I, and the most awesome woman in my life, went to our old school on the countryside a couple of miles away from the city.
She knew a few people out there, some she met during her time at the school, and some she met once last time she made a visit there.
All new people for me, though. Most of them were either plain boring and/or extremely wasted.
Very few very interesting people, which made them more important for the evening.

We played some pool, blackball, had a really great time.
Had some really deep conversations about social life and relationships.
Both me and the woman in my heart agrees that it's worth waiting for the right person and have a serious relationship, rather than sleeping around with a lot of different people, or even having sex too early in a relationship.
Funny thing is that we got so much in common that I can't see any bad reason for us to not be a great couple.
Too bad she still loves that other guy.
Reason for why she's with him: he's a security guard at clubs, and she's at a mental phase were she needs someone who can protect her and make her feel safe. And since I'm also mentally unstable every now and then I'm not really the right guy for her.
She didn't say the last part, though, but I can read between the lines.

Still, I'm not letting go of my hope of us getting together.
Love, love is complicated as hell.
I love her. Feels like I will always love her.